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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

New year, new invites..

Well, it was a year ago I last updated this blog. I guess its time to get things moving. I finally completed my Masters and return home in August, just in time to celebrate EidulFitr. Was good to finally meet and hug those we have missed all this while (not forgetting those we just wanted to stab). I decided to follow my heart by not going to visit people I'd rather not deal with. Thank god, my husband was more supportive this time. he'd rather i decide what is best for me and what makes me happy.
After a month long break, rearranging and fixing all damaged stuffs at home, settling kids in school, I went back to my precious employer. I promised them I will return, yes indeed, I did return. As usual, my boss made some promises (hoping this was not again empty promises), I decided to go back to work. Boring, boring, that's my one word about my new job. Nevertheless, the natural 'me" decides to move on and put all that's required to get things done. B!@#$, one word about my boss, well, I choose not to discuss about the unprofessional "leaders" that this company chose to lead. I promised myself, I will never be like them!
Enough of complaining and more complaining, I decided to pass my profile around and hoping that I will find something that matches my whims and fancies. Well, not long before I know it, invitations flows through. Within short notice, I get closer and closer to my destination. And finally the day came, it was another headache now....WHICH one??? Money or work life balance?? Decision decision. I was even asked by my close friends, if only something good appeared from within. I don't think so, my love has died off. Not once but twice. They were all empty promises and I will be a fool to be fooled again.
I will take a few days to decide what is best for my family n myself. It cannot take forever...